Random thoughts

A funny thing happened today. Me and my Mom and Dad went downtown to go to Camera World. So we go park and we stop at the corner to cross the street and there is my uncle Dan and my cousin’s boyfriend Barry. Now, I don’t go downtown that often any more and my parents rarely go downtown, plus Dan lives in Eugene and Barry lives in New Orleans. So the chances of this happening are slim to none. I guess my cousin Kirsten and Barry flew in that morning and went downtown to go to a shoe sale at Nordstroms. Kirsten went to the sale with her mom, Barb. She got some cute shoes (I loved the red ones, Kirsten). After I went to Camera World we met up with them and then got something to drink. It was really good to see her and it was a nice surprise. I didn’t even know she was coming back to Oregon.

The days keep on passing by so fast and bring the day I move closer. Today I realized how soon I move. I have some much to do in only two weeks. I still don’t have a job or a place to live and I have to finish 7 lessons in my class. I really haven’t started packing and I have a lot of people to see and say goodbye to. I know it will all get done but it still can be stressful.
Tonight my date of moving moved yet again. I will now be moving on September 15^th. Caleb is flying in the 14^th and then we take off early the next morning. I’m really excited to move and make my own way in life but I’m nervous. I know it normal to be nervous moving away from home and be on my very own. I just keep on thinking about how I will be close to Caleb and how long I have been looking forward to this move. I’ll be fine.

I would also like to tell anyone who is worried about my moving to Fallon and not pursuing my photography dreams. I’m happy that people are worried but you don’t need to. I want everyone to know that I will not hit dead end with my dreams. People who hit dead end with dreams don’t go out and find the opportunities. I’m going to pursue my photography. I may not be going to school for it but I will be taking photos and shaping my skills. Or if you’re worried about Caleb, you don’t have to. Caleb and I have been together for almost 4 years and we just want to live in the same town after living apart for 10 months. We just want to be together and I want people to be happy that we get to be together again. I am almost 21 and he is 21, we are now adults and just want people to respect us as a couple. I love all of you guys and I am going to miss everyone. It’s going to take time to get use to all of the changes. But I think I’m up for the challenge.